Refuted

It is Christmas eve. Merry little elves are doing their merry little things I suppose. But I am sad and lonely. I don't know what it is about Christmas and karma, but when those two meet in December, it's never pretty for me. I always feel poorer, sadder, and lonelier from Nov.1 to Jan. 15th or so. Oh, and yes, my birthday is between those dates too. So I feel older as well. There is no point in trying to cheer me up. That only makes it worse.

I feel lower than an ant

I told you I loved you

And you said, "I seriously doubt it."

Then you listed the ways that I am flawed

I know I am flawed

I didn't really need that pointed out

Much like a fat person knows they are fat

Or a poor person knows they are poor

How does stating the obvious help?

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I feel like an elephant is sitting on my chest